October 2009
122 posts
12302.) I miss when you were clingy.
(via blogsecret)
“I have this fear that one day you’ll finally get a good look at me and I’m going to disappoint you cause you’ll see that I’m not as strong or as good as you think I am. And I’m afraid that it will change the way you think about me.”
—(via eletheowl)
It’s weird, like when you’re in love, all of a sudden you’re hearing all of these love songs for the first time, and it feels like the singer is just talking to you alone, reading your mind. When you’re grieving, it’s the same thing. I’m in tune with all the sadness of the world suddenly. You know, songs find you, poems find you, people find you.
“In life, people come and people go, but you learn to know that, the people who stay are the ones who will always be there, through all the bull shit, drama, good or bad times. They will be beside you, and you realize those are the only people that you truly need.”
—(via eletheowl)
“Falling in love is the easiest thing you’re ever gonna do. It’s the most exciting thing, the most powerful thing. That’s why falling out of love hurts like hell, but falling in love…there’s nothing better. It’s the best it ever gets.”
—Dan “I and Love and You” ep 7.07 (via fuckyeahonetreehill) (via 472239364)
“I want to be hard for you to forget. I want to have that kind of impact on you where you know you’ll never find anyone who can take my place, and I want that because that’s what you are to me. I want it to hurt like hell when you see me. I want you to feel what you put me through.”
—(via runawaytrain)
“There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t, at some point, think of you. Or, some kind of memory we once shared. It’s like I look at a certain thing, hear a certain song or even eat a certain food, and suddenly I am reminded of you, the times we shared, the conversations we had, and the best friend you used to be.”
—(via runawaytrain)
“There comes a point where you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. And you can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You can also feel their arms around you and you don’t want to let go even though you know it’s just an illusion. Everytime your phone rings, you smile because it’s them that’s calling. Everytime you hear their name, your heart beats 100 times faster and sometimes, you can’t even breathe. You knew that looking back on the tears would make you laugh, but you never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make you cry. All you want is to go back in time, not to the time that you first met, but to the time that you were known as nothing, but strangers. But no matter what, you’re in denial. You hide your feelings so no one would know. You put on a fake smile and don’t let a single tear break through. You’re so used to hiding your feelings that you don’t even realize the pain you’re causing for yourself. Your thoughts become invisible. It’s still there, but no one knows. Like a love letter you didn’t show. And you’re hurting no one but yourself.”
—(via runawaytrain)
“It was weird, I thought, how much you could have in common with someone, and, from a distance, never even know it.”
—the truth about forever, Sarah Dessen (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via pinkeezy) (via thechosenwords)
“I can’t help but remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and you think about all they’ve ever said and done. The good and the bad. It all comes back to you, and it feels so right and hurts so bad all at once.”
—Unknown (via littlemiss) (via thresca)
dear g,
i don’t know what to do anymore. i know i should leave you, but my heart won’t let go. we’re both suffering, and we know it. i wish i had a time machine to go back to when everything was perfect.
i don’t think it’s ever going to be perfect again. ever.
love,
j
i thought we'd only go uphill from that time, but now the only path we're taking is downhill.